Stepping to the microphone I close my eyes and breathe.
The music builds. I hear my cue.
My voice soars in devotion to the King.
It feels good – on key and from the heart.
I open my eyes and scan the congregation. Are they engaged? They seem disconnected. Is it me? My voice? The song?
Instantly the devotion drops and the performance begins.
The song ends and I take my seat. I open the pew bible to Matthew 6.
Be careful not to do your ‘acts of righteousness’ before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.
I don’t know about you, but I often find myself in the battle between humbleness and confidence.
I suppose it all goes back to intention.
What were Jesus’ intentions in His public ministry?
…the news about him spread all the more, so that crowds of people came to hear him and to be healed of their sicknesses. But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed. Luke 5:15-16
I’m not for sure I could be that disciplined. If the crowds were coming out to see me, would I check my intentions at the door – or would I plunge into popularity head first?
But Jesus knew the source of His strength. He knew He needed to step away in private to refresh and refuel and not rely on His human nature.
If Jesus, being true God, needed to stop and spend time with His Father, how much more should we being made in His likeness? (Genesis 5)
Catherine Martin writes in Passionate Prayer “The time you spend with God in private will make you who you are in public.” She continues “Your life of prayer is the secret to faithful service to God, wisdom in ministry, and power in living.”
My ministry continues with full intention on remaining humble in prayer, but confident in Christ’s work through my life.
Does this mean we can’t be bold in our public life? Absolutely not! The more quiet time you spend with Him, the more “microphone time” He’ll expect of you!
Can’t wait to hear what God’s placed on your heart in regards to prayer today. Please link up in the comments!


Is she not the sweetest baby you’ve seen online today?! (She’s my niece and godchild!)











